Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Hi guys,

This is another entry from Chicken soup for the soul. Enjoy!

The Baggy Yellow Shirt by Patricia Lorenz

The baggy yellow shirt had long sleeves, four extra large pockets trimmed in black thread and snaps up the front. Not terribly attractive, but utilitarian without a doubt. I found it in December 1963 during my freshman year in college when I was home on Christmas break.
Part of the fun of vacation at home was the chance to go through Mom's hoard of rummage, destined for the less fortunate. She regularly scoured the house for clothes, bedding and house wares to give away, and the collection was always stored in paper bags on the floor of the front hall closet.
Looking through Mom's collection one day, I came across this oversized yellow shirt, slightly faded from years of wear but still in decent shape.
Just the thing to wear over my clothes during art class!" I said to myself.
"You're not taking that old thing, are you?" Mom said when she saw me packing it. "I wore that when I was pregnant with your brother in 1954!"
"It's perfect for art class, Mom. Thanks!" I slipped it into my suitcase before she could object.
The yellow shirt became a part of my college wardrobe. I loved it. All during college, it stayed with me, always comfortable to throw over my clothes during messy projects. The underarm seams had to be reinforced before I graduated, but there was plenty of wear in that old garment.
After graduation I moved to Denver and wore the shirt the day I moved into my apartment. Then I wore it on Saturday mornings when I cleaned. Those four large pockets on the front-two breast pockets and two at hip level-made a super place to carry dust cloths, wax and polish.
The next year, I married. When I became pregnant, I found the yellow shirt tucked in a drawer and wore it during those big belly days. Though I missed sharing my first pregnancy with Mom and Dad and the rest of my family, since we were in Colorado and they were in Illinois, that shirt helped remind me of their warmth and protection. I smiled and hugged the shirt when I remembered that Mother had worn it when she was pregnant.
By 1969, after my daughter's birth, the shirt was at least 15 years old. That Christmas, I patched one elbow, washed and pressed the shirt, wrapped it in holiday paper and sent it to Mom. Smiling, I tucked a note in one of the pockets saying: "I hope this fits. I'm sure it will look great on you!" When Mom wrote to thank me for her "real" gifts, she said the yellow shirt was lovely. She never mentioned it again.
The next year, my husband, daughter and I moved from Denver to St. Louis and we stopped at Mom and Dad's house in Rock Falls, Illinois, to pick up some furniture. Days later, when we uncrated the kitchen table, I noticed something yellow taped to its bottom. The shirt! And so the pattern was set.
On our next visit home, I secretly placed the shirt between the mattress and box springs of Mom and Dad's bed. I don't know how long it took her to find it, but almost two years passed before I got it back.
By then our family had grown.
This time Mom got even with me. She put it under the base of our living room lamp, knowing that as a mother of three little ones, housecleaning and moving lamps would not be everyday events. . .
When I finally got the shirt, I wore it often while refinishing "early marriage" furniture that I found at rummage sales. The walnut stains on the shirt simply added more character to all its history.
Unfortunately, our lives were full of stains, too.
My marriage had been failing almost from the beginning. After a number of attempts at marriage counseling, my husband and I divorced in 1975. The three children and I prepared to move back to Illinois to be closer to the emotional support of family and friends.
As I packed, a deep depression overtook me. I wondered if I could make it on my own with three small children to raise. I wondered if I would find a job. Although I hadn't read the Bible much since my Catholic school days, I paged through the Good Book, looking for comfort. In Ephesians, I read, "So use every piece of God's armor to resist the enemy whenever he attacks, and when it is all over, you will be standing up."
I tried to picture myself wearing God's armor, but all I saw was me wearing the stained yellow shirt. Of course! Wasn't my mother's love a piece of God's armor? I smiled and remembered the fun and warm feelings the yellow shirt had brought into my life over the years. My courage was renewed and somehow the future didn't seem so alarming.
Unpacking in our new home and feeling much better, I knew I had to get the shirt back to Mother. The next time I visited her, I carefully tucked it in her bottom dresser drawer, knowing that sweater weather was months away.
Meanwhile my life moved splendidly. I found a good job at a radio station and the children thrived in their new environment.
A year later during a window-washing spurt, I found the crumpled yellow shirt hidden in a rag bag in my cleaning closet. Something new had been added. Emblazoned across the top of the breast pocket were the bright green newly embroidered words, "I
BELONG TO PAT." Not to be outdone, I got out my own embroidery materials and added an apostrophe and seven more letters. Now the shirt proudly proclaimed, "I BELONG TO PAT'S MOTHER."
Once again, I zigzagged all the frayed seams. Then I enlisted the aid of a dear friend, Harold, to help me get it back to Mom. He arranged to have a friend mail the shirt to Mom from Arlington, Virginia. We enclosed a letter announcing that she was the recipient of an award for her good deeds. The award letter, on official looking stationery printed at the high school where Harold was assistant principal, came from "The Institute for the Destitute."
This was my finest hour. I would have given anything to see Mom's face when she opened the "award" box and saw the shirt inside. But, of course, she never mentioned it.
On Easter Sunday the following year, Mother managed a coup de grace. She walked into our home with regal poise, wearing that old shirt over her Easter outfit, as if it were an integral part of her wardrobe.
I'm sure my mouth hung open, but I said nothing. During the Easter meal, a giant laugh choked my throat. But I was determined not to break the unbroken spell the shirt had woven into our lives. I was sure that Mom would take off the shirt and try to hide it in my home, but when she and Dad left, she walked out the door wearing, "I BELONG TO PAT'S MOTHER" like a coat of arms.
A year later, in June 1978, Harold and I were married. The day of our wedding, we hid our car in a friend's garage to avoid the usual practical jokers. After the wedding, while my husband drove us to our honeymoon suite in Wisconsin, I reached for a pillow in the car so I could rest my head. The pillow felt lumpy. I unzipped the case and discovered a gift, wrapped in wedding paper.
I thought it might be a surprise gift from Harold. But he looked as stunned as I. Inside the box was the freshly pressed yellow shirt.
Mother knew I'd need the shirt as a reminder that a sense of humor, spiced with love, is one of the most important ingredients in a happy marriage. In a pocket was a note: Read John 14:27-29. I love you both, Mother."
That night I paged through a Bible I found in the hotel room and found the verses: "I am leaving you with a gift: peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give isn't fragile like the peace the world gives. So don't be troubled or afraid. Remember what I told you: I am going away, but I will come back to you again. If you really love me, you will be very happy for me, for now I can go to the Father, who is greater than I am. I have told you these things before they happen so that when they do, you will believe in me."
The shirt was Mother's final gift.
She had known for three months before my wedding that she had a terminal disease, amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (Lou Gehrig's disease). Mother died 13 months later, at age 57. I must admit that I was tempted to send the yellow shirt with her to her grave. But I'm glad I didn't, because it is a vivid reminder of the love filled game she and I played for 16 years.
Besides, my older daughter is in college now, majoring in art . . . and every art student needs a baggy yellow shirt with big pockets for art class!


princesa said...

Yay!! I don come first !!!
Moni this post long no be small, i go come back come read am later.

Sorry i got ur mixed up!

femme said...

its strange to find not every one has the abiding love of family that can be taken for granted.
unfortunately, my mum would think this arrant nonsense,i don't think she's big on symbolism. but thanks, i should call her now.

Believer said...

It's amazing how something ordinary like a yellow shirt could become something extraordinary like a symbol of love, strength and family. This reminds me to look for unforgettable moments in the mundane activities of everyday life.

Isi said...

nyemoni i am touched by this piece. my mum and i haven't being the best of friends for many reasons. i read this, and i'm wishing i could have that simple friendship with her, especially since i'm now twice a mother myself... thanks.

Mommy said...

Hmmmmm! I'm gonna call my mum now.

OUI C'EST MOI said...

where is my mother?

pamelastitch said...

Great post!! Sometimes, it takes the simple things to remind us of family and love.

Did i miss your birthday?

Arewa said...

Touching and very sentimental....

Arewa said...

I wish i had that sort of relationship with my mum..maybe someday she will finally open up... x x

LurLar said...

Very nice touching post. I wish i have that relationship with my future daughter.

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Believer said...

Nyemoni, sorry my mail is acting up, will get back to u ASAP!

princesa said...

Am back!
Nice Story. Was good to read too.
Nothing like the support and love of family to get us through life's trying moments. Not forgetting God's constant love too.

Teediva said...

i'm glad my mom n i are getting on alot better now than ever...maybe it pays not to live in the same house afterall. nice read.

Aijay said...

Awww... sweet love. This brought tears to my eyes.
Hope u're @ work today. Hehe.

Believer said...

Hi sis, didn't forget the email o, will get to u as soon as. Have a blessed day.

NikkiSab said...

Family is EVERYTHING!!!!! annoying on some occassions but hell so am I to dem. I want my mummy!!! sob!! sob!!!

Ugo Daniels said...

Wow, so inspiring and touching, it's amazing. I repeat, moms are the sweetest, they are...

bighead said...

Very touching post. Very touching indeed.

Vera Ikeji said...

Very interesting post. Very sentimental as well. Thank God for mothers. My mum and i have a very close relationship. We talk a lot and disagree sometimes (which is normal)and i love her to bits. The love we share is mutual. I thank God for my mum. I love Mrs P. Ikeji, my mum.

30+ said...

I luuuuuuuurrrrrrve this, so touching. I love my mummy too.

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pamelastitch said...



to be honest i did not read all the post. drifted away and came to the comments straight. and reading through the comments i see it talks about shirt,love and motherhood or something.

so my comment would be what everyother peron has said already

i hope it good

Daddy's Girl said...



That is so touching. 16 years? Few things in life could be as powerful as the exchange of love. Real LOVE!

Aijay said...

Hey 'moni, happy bday in advance.
See u tomorrow!


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